Saturday, October 01, 2005
3days before final years and im still online..?! goodness..! shouldnt i be like studying now..?! there's chemistry! and im not like an a1 student??! fuck nia..! school is so screwed up till the extent where they think that they can bully us with tons of exams..!! those asses. the other day we were made to scrub our tables clean of vandalism.. i can say that it's kind of my fault. cause mr lim came to our class for caning, then he saw my table full of crap. then he said that he's going to do an inspection on friday.. so we scrub until like shit. in the end he also never fucking come. admittedly it's wrong for us to vandalise on our tables.. but then.. it's like.. damn shit lah.. okae. fine. cant find anything positive to say about this vandalism thing.. so i shall just shut my mouth and be good.
yeah.right..
eurrgh.
mental break down? lols, no way. it would take more than that to make me suffer a mental break down.. but then and again, i dont think i would suffer- i would enjoy it. =] whee. sorry to those people who's sitting through this bullshit.
ahem.
this is wrong.
ladies should not be vulgar.
come on.
why on earth not? just because we are supposed to be more gentle and stuff doesnt mean that we got no temper of our own right?? -.-
hahs.
know what? i get a kick changing my emotions rapidly. from laughing to angry. from angry to laughing. but then and again.. they are all fake emotions. zzz. hais.
been thinking about a few things lately. hahas. not exactly happy. not exactly sad. just makes me wonder even more.. if i give up on waiting and go back to him. would it be beneficial in the end? or would we end up hurting each other..? or would i find happiness in this whole deal? if i didnt give up on us, would we have make it to this day?
evertime hear jay chou's jie kou will think about it. cause it's kinda like that. eurrgh. eurgh.
sometimes i think that im just plain dumb.. keep on dwelling on things that makes me sad.
zzz speak of the devil.
stupid stupid idiotic..
zzzz..
anyways.. glenn and alex are asking if i wanna play in the badminton thingy as post exams activities.. should i? or should i not? lols. im more afraid of embarrassing myself than anything else.. cause it's like.... ehh.. so mani people looking.. then so weird.. =X bleaghs.. scared ltr keep on dropping the shuttlecock.. as in cant hit it.. then so embarrassing..!! >.< !! eeee...!! dun want..!! bleaghs.. advice people??
bleaghs..! >.<
zz...
whee. happier now le. now that im not thinking about it. lols. miss my primary school friends. miss that day when we hang out at swensons laughing our asses off at everything.. [actually it's me, but let's just take it as that you didnt see this, hee]. gives me a nice feeling.. like i can just forget about what would happen tomorrow.. lalas. whee.. ahem
shh...
hahas.
nothing. =] lalas.
beta go off before blood starts to gush out of your ears. =]
